Red Camry filled to the brim

I could’ve sworn I was him

Stuffed in the backseat so full of sin

 

Red Camry sped through the light

Oh, what a scene to survive

Black out the cameras

And look through their eyes

 

I’ve wondered

Would it make me feel better?

To smell the flowers in the stench

To see my past in the youth

On the streets, in pursuit

But only fleeting

To see them fleeing

To see them feeling

 

I’ve wondered

Do they see me too?
In the rearview, in the future

Inevitable truth

I’ve wondered

Do they see me too?

In the rearview, in the future

Inevitable truth

Do they see me too?

 

I don’t take any pictures no more

There ain’t much to see on my phone

In my deserted home, locked in the door

I don’t feel any different no more

I don’t feel any different

I don’t feel any, I don’t feel any different

 

You don’t see me no more

Moved back home

A pariah, an outlaw

Last train to the shopping mall

Lost sense at the tunnel

Saw light, could be God

No ride from the bar

Caught sleep in the taxi flying to ma

I’ve been lying to her

Saying I’ve been finding a job

 

If I could find out tonight

Why the streets are on fire

Leave me behind

 

I’m tired

(Losing the high, I’d rather save it)

You’d see it in the eyes

(Another time I gotta fake it

Different mind I never made up)

Do you hear the violins? 

(I’ll take the ride until it’s vacant)

Speaking louder than words

(Different eyes left on the station

I’d rather survive another way)

 

There’s so many ways for me to feel

So I’ll make a fucking deal about it

(I’d rather survive another way

Different eyes the other way

Different eyes, different eyes the other way)

 

Feels like the fall

Yeah, I’d answer the call if I had it

(Losing my mind over the face lift

Better to smile than staying vacant)

 

(Different mind I never made up

I’ll take the ride until the station

Different eyes the other way)